Personal

For Obama

It’s not a terrible surprise, I suppose (especially [given my location](http://flickr.com/photos/bobman/2275593336/in/photostream/)), but still worth stating. I am for [Barack Obama’s presidency](http://www.barackobama.com/index.php).

Like most people, I was swept up by his hopeful speeches. McCain recently attacked Barack for offering nothing but “platitudes”. Even if that were the case, the country really does need some hope, and Barack is a gifted motivator.

Still, I wondered if there was substance behind the style, so tonight I read his campaign’s 60-page “[Blueprint for Change](http://www.barackobama.com/pdf/ObamaBlueprintForChange.pdf)”. While some areas are stronger than others, overall I was impressed and believe that Obama’s plans do support his speeches, and his character is consistent with his personality.

A few things that stood out for me:

* He proposes making community college “free”–a $4000 credit each year earned through 100 hours of community service.

* His green technology plans look very strong, and certainly ambitious.

* I’m not sure where all the money comes from–almost every part of his plan cites “increased funding”. Though stopping the Iraq War would go a long way, as a resident of the higher tax brackets I’m pretty sure an Obama presidency would cost me a lot more money. Well, I’d probably spend it all on candy anyway…

* I like the rural/farming plan; regulating CAFOs is a good step toward fixing our food system. Partnering with rural residents and farmers on environmental causes also seems like a good plan.

* His immigration policies seem a little weak. While the overall themes sound good (encourage hiring Americans, let talented foreign workers in more easily, help build Mexico’s economy), I didn’t see a lot of substance in this area. It’s easy to see why Hillary does better with Hispanic voters–she’s not up against much.

* Community engagement is probably Obama’s strongest area, which makes sense for a former community organizer. Still, seeing the proposed expansion in public service was impressive. If people truly believe they are part of this presidency, perhaps it will begin an era of renewed engagement of citizens with their government.

Finally, back to the style. Something I’ve noticed from the beginning is the tone of Barack’s speeches. While every other candidate talks about “electing me” and “when I’m president”, Obama consistently talks about “what we can do” and “standing together”. I’m not interested in sending one person to the White House–I’m interested in being part of a movement. Obama gets that, I believe in his sincerity and his plans, and I’m glad to support him.

p.s. He has [a cool website](http://www.barackobama.com/issues/) too–check it out.

What I learned in 2007

Yeah, it’s a few weeks late. But 2007 was quite a year–it took some digesting.

### Marriage is great

2007 was the first full calendar year I was married. It was great. Every day feels like I’m getting away with something too good to be true.

### 28 feels older

You know how people always ask you on your birthday how it feels to be a year older, and you always say “about the same”? Well, this year didn’t feel the same. I got old. My knees went out on me, taking me off the bike for several months. After that a variety of other ailments struck, making me feel that although I didn’t turn 28 until December, it would be the year that I first felt like I was getting “older”.

### Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants

That sentence, the subtitle of Michael Pollan’s new book, _In Defense of Food_, summarizes what I tried to do with my eating in 2007. Spurred by friends, health (the “getting older” thing), and Pollan’s previous book, _The Omnivore’s Dilemma_, I now eat mostly vegetarian, organic, and simple food. I’ve stayed healthy and it just makes sense. The more I learn about the food industry we have in America, the more motivated I am to find natural alternatives.

### Design can save the world–or destroy it

Last year I got a taste of the enormous design challenge we have before us. If we don’t figure out how to design sustainably, our planet is doomed. Being “less bad” isn’t good enough–we need to actually design things that are infinitely sustainable. It’s a huge responsibility, but one we need to face before the entire planet resembles my first experience at [the dump](http://ryskamp.org/brain/design/at-the-dump). More on this in 2008…

### Work is what you make it

I had made a lot of assumptions about how the job world worked. Turns out they were wrong. Sure, I work at a great company with lots of flexibility, but that’s not all. From the extremes of the [4 hour workweek](http://ryskamp.org/brain/books/notes-from-the-4hour-workweek) to simply deciding what you want to work on next, work can be whatever you want. But to make it that way, you have to actually know what you want–and not many people do know that. I don’t always either, but now that I know the opportunity it gives you, I’m working hard to.

### Consuming does not lead to creation

At the beginning of 2007, I laid out a plan to become “more creative”. I would observe the world around me, [taking](http://ryskamp.org/brain/books/index) [notes](http://ryskamp.org/brain/films/index) and [pictures](http://flickr.com/photos/bobman/), and that would give me an irresistible desire to create products and act in response. It didn’t work. I took a lot of notes and a lot of pictures, and didn’t create much at all (well, at work I did, but that was for someone else). If anything, the sheer volume of observations and possibilities paralyzed me into inaction. Turns out only creating leads to creations. My next idea is to just do it–choose one thing at a time that excites me and spend all my effort on it. Why one thing? Well…

### I work better in serial than in parallel

You know those multi-taskers? The people juggling a million things at once, and somehow able to pull it off? That’s not me. Realizing this year that I work best on one thing at a time, focusing myself entirely on it, has been incredibly freeing and empowering.

### Don’t limit yourself

This year I realized that I was letting my experience limit my creativity. I meant to use my collected knowledge and understanding of opportunities to create better solutions to problems–however, instead I was letting my (often incomplete) knowledge of existing constraints and patterns hold me back. There will always be plenty of people willing to tell you why you can’t do something, and plenty of time to scale back later. Don’t limit yourself right from the start–[decide what you really want](http://ryskamp.org/brain/design/how-to-design-concepts).

### But know how to build things gradually

Once I do know what I want, it helps me to break up the building of a product into smaller chunks. However, it’s important to make the chunks meaningful to you and to the people you design for, so that you are excited to build each piece and people are excited to receive it.

### Complexity is not the enemy

I have a tendency to look for the simplest solution to a problem, but [the most interesting problems are often complex](http://ryskamp.org/brain/philosophy/simplicity-and-complexity) and require complex solutions. And complexity can be beautiful [when all of its complexities are good things](http://ryskamp.org/brain//complex-design).

### Solving hard problems is not enough; I have to care about what I’m solving

There was a period last year where I thought that if only I was working on hard problems, I’d be satisfied. I worked on lots of hard problems, and it wasn’t true. The only way I can sustainably work on hard problems is if I personally care about them. Others seem able to work on almost anything, but I have a terrible time if I’m not really excited about the subject.

### Knowledge and experience need each other

Both cognitive knowledge and personal introspection/experience are important in a full healthy life; neither is sufficient on its own. They are different ways of engaging with the world. A friend mentioned that we have trouble recognizing our need for experience because we’re “so far out on a post-Enlightenment intellectual pole”.

### I am an “individualist”

Officially–the enneagram method pegs me as “[The Individualist](http://www.enneagraminstitute.com/TypeFour.asp): The Sensitive, Introspective type: Expressive, Dramatic, Self-Absorbed, and Temperamental”. It’s more accurate than I like to admit, but knowing this has helped me understand why I tend to see what’s right for me as right for everyone else, and helped me learn to accept alternative ways of living for others. It’s also helped me deal with the fact that…

### I am usually wrong about things

…either in the short term, or long term, or both. I noticed many things this year that I was so sure of…but I was wrong. It could be that I make too many ultimatums, or maybe I’m just slow, but I’m now watching out for things I was wrong about and continually surprised by how many there are. And so for me, in group settings…

### It is better to listen than to talk

Somewhere along the line I started talking a lot. Perhaps because I’m comfortable doing so, I would speak up during every lull in a conversation, often interrupting the natural flow to interject something I thought was remotely related. Watching friends, however, taught me that silence in conversation is ok; that when given the opportunity to learn from people I respect, listening more than I speak is always a good decision. This always reminds me of [Calvin and Hobbes arguing about the purpose of conversations](http://www.s-anand.net/calvinandhobbes.html#19950805).

That said…

### Other people’s thoughts are dangerous

Other people’s thoughts are valuable, as they can inform and instruct you, but dangerous as they can also shut out your own. I realized this year that taking in too much information, and information at the wrong times, [was stopping me from developing my own thoughts](http://ryskamp.org/brain/creativity/creativity-and-the-thoughts-of-others), and that’s dangerous. William Blake had good advice: “Think in the morning, act in the noon, read in the evening, and sleep at night.” I am an individualist, after all, and shutting down my own thoughts entirely is only going to make me frustrated.

But I think that’s probably enough of them for one day…or year.

$10 or 10 minutes

A while back I posited that [the best way to save money was to not spend it](http://ryskamp.org/brain/personal/the-fastest-way). As an extension of that, I’ve been considering a rule to “not sweat the small stuff”–namely, not worry about price differences less than $10. If I’ve decided to purchase something, and a price difference of less than $10 is causing me angst, I choose to purchase what I like and disregard the price difference.

Similarly, I wrote about leaving earlier to arrive someplace sooner. The analogous extension of that is to not worry about stressful practices that will result in less than 10 minutes of time saved. So I make the stressful move over to the carpool lane for an hour-long drive, but not for a 5-minute one, since I couldn’t save 10 minutes on the latter.

The sum of all these small compromises does add up to more than $10 or 10 minutes. But so does the stress from worrying about all those little decisions, and I’ve decided that it’s not worth the stress for so little gain.

New brain findings

[The Medici Effect](http://books.google.com/books?id=RNiFM9br5PwC&pg=PP1&dq=medici+effect&ei=MVk-R6_SH6butAPY5vmvAg&sig=13bKqiqAfZLPqqZ03IVms35d9Ck) tipped me off to the benefit of [reading magazines from other fields during plane flights](http://books.google.com/books?id=RNiFM9br5PwC&pg=PP1&dq=flight&ei=MVk-R6_SH6butAPY5vmvAg&sig=13bKqiqAfZLPqqZ03IVms35d9Ck#PPA86,M1). Several things I picked up from an issue of Psychology Today picked up for my plane trip yesterday (not online so I can’t link to it directly):

* Dreams may be a way for our minds to [practice important situations before we encounter them in real life](http://www.bbsonline.org/Preprints/OldArchive/bbs.revonsuo.html). Ever wonder why you have so many scary dreams?

* Simply thinking faster [makes us feel happier and more creative](http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2006/09/060926171045.htm), no matter what we are thinking about.

* Jasmine scent can make us sleep better.

* [Yawning cools the brain](http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/06/070621161826.htm) to help us think better, and its contagious nature could be linked to better group survival when everyone did it.

Okay

Beautiful quote from a film tonight (left unnamed to protect the surprise):

  • I’m not perfect.
  • I can’t see anything that I don’t like about you…
  • But you will…
  • Right now I can’t…
  • You will think of things and I will get bored with you and feel trapped cause that’s what happens with me.
  • [pause] …Okay
  • [pause] Okay

Low-stress Freeway Driving

I’ve found two ways to drive on the freeway with low stress: be the fastest driver on the road, so I only see slower cars in front of me; or be the slowest, so that I only encounter faster cars behind me.

But in the latter case, it’s really the cars behind me that have to do all the work of getting around. You can probably guess which tactic my lazy self uses…

Job advice

A friend related this story his mentor told him on his first day, in an industry famous for its emphasis on face time and work hours:

> First, figure out when everyone else gets into work, and arrive 5 minutes before them. Then figure out when they leave, and take off 5 minutes after that. Finally, take a 3-hour lunch break, but leave your jacket on the back of your chair. People will just think you’re in a meeting. End result, you work about half as long as everyone else but you look like you’re spending more time than anyone.

Hey, they got from him exactly what their work culture emphasized…

Only in Berkeley

“What’s that?”

“Oh, it’s just a mask.”

“A mask on a trampoline?”

“Yeah, it’s from the tree people.”

Changing nutritional guidelines

On our [pilgrimage to the Kwik-E-Mart](http://www.flickr.com/photos/bobman/841391155/) today, I was enticed into buying and eating a neon pink donut and a neon blue Slushee. I downed those on the skateboard ride back to work (yep, work), and almost immediately regretted it. My body just couldn’t handle the sugar, which took me on a wild ride from hyperactive to headache in less than 10 minutes, and left my throat feeling like a cold was coming on.

I used to ingest just about any food with no problems. Now that I’m taking care of my body and watching closely what I eat, I no longer have that tolerance. Is that because of my normal carefulness? Or am I just getting old?

Vietnam

Just back from Vietnam, wanted to get some thoughts down. Overall, an amazing trip–a bit of adventure, a bit of relaxation, and a lot of food. (You can skip ahead to [our travel photos](http://flickr.com/photos/bobman/sets/72157600757880288/)–and [my pictures of strange things](http://flickr.com/photos/bobman/sets/72157600763136587/)–if you like).

We flew into Hanoi with little more planned than our first night’s hotel. This was partially because we were too busy to plan before we left, but also an experiment to see how flexibility (even just a week’s worth) could change a trip. Our first day we stumbled into a travel agency (mostly because it looked air-conditioned) to check on plane tickets within Vietnam, realized that almost all the ones we needed were booked, and planned the rest of the trip sitting there with the agent. This turned out well, as she knew Vietnam better than most anyone in the U.S., and picked us some nice stuff to do. Lesson learned–you can easily travel to Vietnam with just a plane ticket there, but you’d better get your act together quickly once you arrive.

Another lesson: Vietnam in July is *hot*. Chalk this one up to our casual trip planning too, but we went at about the hottest time of the year. Hanoi varies from around 55 degrees in the winter to 95 in the summer; Ho Chi Minh City from 78 to 85; we went in the summer. It doesn’t seem to bother the locals, and you do eventually get used to it, but you are always sweating, and as a traveler, always looking for places with air conditioning. Most of the sights we saw in Hanoi were the ones that lay on the shortest route from one air-conditioned cafe to another. Fortunately all the food in Vietnam is inexpensive and good, because we spent a lot of time in restaurants hiding from the sun. Most shops don’t run A/C; those that do got most of our business. Hotels sometimes charge two rates–one for a room with A/C, one for a room without. We didn’t experiment with the latter.

We eventually learned to deal with the incredibly busy and chaotic traffic in the major cities. Especially in Hanoi, the streets are filled with thousands of “motos”, mopeds driven in every direction and every way, usually carrying at least two people each–although we saw up to four, and heard stories of five. This chaos actually works, in a strange way. Each driver is constantly aware of everyone around him, and intersections are managed with a thousand tiny adjustments and collective decisions: who goes first, which side will I pass on, is my direction flowing or stopping. It’s like a really elegant dance once you get used to it, aided by the constant use of the horn.

The horn in Vietnam plays the role that calling out “on your left” or “inside” does in a bike race, letting people know where you are and what you plan to do. Honking strategies vary by driver but use frequency, burst length, and timing to convey with one sound what you’d think would take hundreds. _Lonely Planet_ recommends that Americans not rent cars in Vietnam; I’d concur with that. Driving there is different enough that our skills in cruise control and high-speed freeway driving would get us in trouble fast.

One hand always on the horn:

In Hanoi (and most other cities we visited) you immediately notice the ubiquitous vendors on every street. Every inch of streetfront is covered with shops; every square inch of sidewalk is covered with vendors. This is the city, of course–there are many people outside the city who aren’t entrepreneurs or salespeople. But most inside the city seem to be. Certainly no one is ever just sitting around idly.

Everyone on the street is constantly selling. They might be cooking dinner for themselves and their family, but they have a bucket of fruit, a blanket covered in purses, bottles of water for sale to anyone who might pass by. You see themes in these sellers (those three types are very common), so much so that you wonder if they work off a franchise model, where everyone gets the same products and they go off to compete with each other. They almost never have anything to distinguish themselves from the others selling the same thing–signage and marketing for these sellers consists of writing (or shouting) the types of products you sell, not branding yourself. Where do they all find buyers? Is it really just whoever happens to be in the right place at the right time? Many of these people migrated here from the countryside hoping for a better life. Is this it?

Hanoi is especially interesting, as there are entire streets devoted to a single type of product–padlock streets, sunglasses streets, tin box streets. You walk through the neighborhoods and pass dozens of storefronts that look almost exactly the same; like aisles in a supermarket. I’ve read that the same thing happens with entire towns in China–padlock towns, sunglasses towns, tin box towns.

Stuffed animal street:

The near-universal entrepreneurship and rampant copying were the two things that fascinated me most about Viet business. Millions of people start their own businesses, but many of them copy others exactly. Maybe this is because of a lack of “regular” (aka Western-style industrial) jobs, where people often go to work without thinking explicitly about what to do…but it can’t be entirely. After you see a line of 40 lock shops in a row, you really wonder what these people were thinking when they each started their business next to others that looked the same. In the old empire capital of Hue, there are even three restaurants touting deaf staff, recommendations from “Lonely Planet” and “Lovely Planet” guidebooks, and near-identical names. Who copies a restaurant run by deaf people, hoping to steal some of their market share?

Maybe it’s just my outsider perspective on another work culture. I’d love to hear a native Viet person opine on Western work culture–we’ve got serious issues too.

One thing that came out of all this competition is incredibly low prices. Specifically, labor is astoundingly cheap. Materials still come at a small discount, so plastics and wood can be bargains. But the real deals come in service. Taxi rides in most towns were around $1.50; $3 will get a driver to wait for you half an hour. Our day-long boat trip, staffed by a husband-wife couple, was $25. We had clothes made in Hoi An; the family tailor worked all day and overnight to make us clothes that were 1/3 the price they’d cost here. Our driver from Hue to Hoi An got the wrong instructions and rose at 5:30am to drive and pick us up by 8; we didn’t meet him until 10 (the time we had scheduled); he said “no problem.”

The cheap labor put me in a moral bind–I’m used to being able to buy my way out of the guilt for taking someone’s time; even normal prices for labor in the U.S. will make me feel ok about consuming their day. But in Vietnam I was so clearly underpaying for what I received that I tried to make up for it in other ways–by showing up exactly on time to avoid wasting their time (well, except for that one driver), by tipping well (and against custom) for all service–even that which, as in most restaurants, was not great (perhaps a vestige of the non-tipping culture?).

Another thing that all this entrepreneurship makes you wonder is what impact Communism really has here. It doesn’t seem to be the restriction on free enterprise that we saw in Russia. Specifically, it makes you wonder what we were so worried about in the 60s and 70s. However, the government made many economic policy changes in the mid-1980s, called _Doi moi_ (renovation), so what I saw had gotten better since then. [Wikipedia explains](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doi_moi):

> Although not simultaneously accompanied by an articulated policy of increased social or political liberty (such as political _glasnost_ accompanied economic _perestroika_ in the Soviet Union), the Communist government has nonetheless tacitly permitted many personal freedoms much greater than in the past (apart from taboo issues such as criticism of the Communist regime) since the beginning of the _Đổi mới_ era.

It is a different culture, though. Traveling in Vietnam made me realize what a strong cult of the individual we have in the U.S. Everything here is focused on individual success, and we value individual persons and lives incredibly highly. The Viet people seem to be much more collective in their mindset; family, city, and especially national concerns are valued more highly than any one person’s. For example, the Viet people worship their ancestors, to the extent of having them buried in rice fields where they work and building temples to them in their backyards. There is a tiny emerging pop star space in their culture, but it hasn’t nearly permeated Vietnam as much as it has the U.S. I couldn’t figure out if the Communist government had created this culture or been created by it. The dominance of Buddhism, and its emphasis on transcendence and denying individual reality, may be fundamental.

I was struck by two things about the war. First, how welcoming the Viet people were to Americans. I was amazed they’d even let me in the country after seeing my U.S. passport. This might also be due to their Buddhist culture, or possibly the great scramble to rebuild afterward kept them too busy to hold a grudge. Either way, we were welcomed wherever we went, from Hanoi to Ho Chi Minh City.

Second, how much was destroyed. In Vietnam, a country with truly ancient beginnings, you’d expect to see incredibly-old things. The oldest thing we saw was from the early 1800s, although it looked older than the Roman ruins. Everything there has been destroyed, and often rebuilt only to be destroyed in the next war. Between the old wars with the Chinese, occupation by Japan during WWII, conflict with the French, the American War (as they refer to it), and the other [Indochina Wars](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indochina_Wars), most of the really ancient things seem to have been destroyed (in My Son, near Hoi An, there are ruins from the 4th century, though we didn’t see those). The American War did the bulk of the damage, though, with bombs and land mines that still threaten today. We went to the Citadel in Hue, which was crumbling and being rebuilt, and two days later looked at pictures from the war of American troops shooting rockets at the walls of this historic city. Truly nothing was spared in the fighting.

At the Citadel in Hue:

One lesson I learned from the combination of the war history and the collective culture–don’t attack a Buddhist country. Individuals there will not hesitate to sacrifice themselves for a cause that benefits their people as a whole.

I read _The Shadow of the Sun_ while traveling. It’s a collection of stories about Africa from a pioneering Polish journalist, Ryszard Kapuscinski. Many themes from Vietnam echoed with the ones in the book–the exploitation of colonialism, universal entrepreneurship, the searing heat of the noontime sun, people leaving the countryside for cities in search of a better life, the demand for better infrastructure (physical, business, political). When we got back, we watched the movie _Indochine_, about Vietnam in the early 1900s, and saw these themes repeated. Some of them occur in American history as well; is Vietnam just moving through these on its way to the same destination?

I hope not. There’s something special about Vietnam. My memory of its feel is already slipping away, on my second day back in the U.S., but I at least still remember that it is different. I spent a lot of time there thinking about fun ways to blend the cultures in my own life. Imagine a world where you could attend a meeting via satellite videoconference from a boat floating in Halong Bay, then finish the meeting, close your laptop and dive into the South China Sea before a snack of fresh [lychee](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lychee) and [dragon fruit](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pitaya). Now that’s a cubicle I could get used to…

And now you’ve read about the trip (every word, right?) Ok, then run along and check out [our travel photos](http://flickr.com/photos/bobman/sets/72157600757880288/) and [my pictures of strange things](http://flickr.com/photos/bobman/sets/72157600763136587/), if you like.